07-01-2010, 09:59 PM
Thank you for your replies to my story.
Thanks to you Helen and your advice,that is very true what you say and yes I do expect to be feeling better after 6 months,but as you said,we are very impatient and I am so much so I absolutely scream and shout and go into a rage if I get stuck in traffic or things dont happen immidietly,I cant help it.But never seem to get good things happening,always bad.Perhaps this is why I dont wear a smile and find it hard to be happy about nothing and each day just rolling into the next.
180 days now without a bet and I cant help counting the days because it was around this time I slipped again,6 months ago,and now I dont want to do the same again.
But my lifestyle hasnt really changed that much,and not enough positives happening to divert me from gambling.
But just for today I havent gambled.
Andy.
Thanks to you Helen and your advice,that is very true what you say and yes I do expect to be feeling better after 6 months,but as you said,we are very impatient and I am so much so I absolutely scream and shout and go into a rage if I get stuck in traffic or things dont happen immidietly,I cant help it.But never seem to get good things happening,always bad.Perhaps this is why I dont wear a smile and find it hard to be happy about nothing and each day just rolling into the next.
180 days now without a bet and I cant help counting the days because it was around this time I slipped again,6 months ago,and now I dont want to do the same again.
But my lifestyle hasnt really changed that much,and not enough positives happening to divert me from gambling.
But just for today I havent gambled.
Andy.