06-05-2010, 07:21 PM
Thanks for all your kind words.
Yes, hard as it was, I felt a lot lot better for telling my wife, parents & in-laws.
I visited all the bookies I previously frequented tonight after work (3 in total)
I had money in my pocket, as I had to put petrol in the car.
I could have easily gambled that money, or some of it at least, I never, I never had any inclination of gambling whatsoever.
I picked up self-exclusion forms to ban myself.
I am beating this.
onwards & upwards.
Yes, hard as it was, I felt a lot lot better for telling my wife, parents & in-laws.
I visited all the bookies I previously frequented tonight after work (3 in total)
I had money in my pocket, as I had to put petrol in the car.
I could have easily gambled that money, or some of it at least, I never, I never had any inclination of gambling whatsoever.
I picked up self-exclusion forms to ban myself.
I am beating this.
onwards & upwards.