24-05-2010, 09:23 AM
iv been reflecting on what i did yesterday and still as strong to stop this.
i realise my last post last night was a lot of waffle to some people but really just how i feel/felt
im pleased with my decision for the blocker, tho it wasnt cheap as i couldnt find a free one?
I know iv got obstacles on the way to trip me up im going into town today (cancelling my cards) its so easy to 'pop in' this will be one of many tests Infact, Iv got to meet my friend in the main arcade tommorrow (how bads that) she owes me some money and if i dont get to her she'll spend it in there. she has a problem too . Although shes more of an aquaintence so im not worried about hanging around with the wrong crowed as my own crowed is my family.
iv never realised how hard it is to avoid 'gambling' even times you dont think of it. its either on telly or advertiments on my phone! or in the heart of town , where i have to go almost every day.
I'l post here tommorrow evening to let you know how i did. <!-- s:? --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_confused.gif" alt=":?" title="Confused" /><!-- s:? -->
i realise my last post last night was a lot of waffle to some people but really just how i feel/felt
im pleased with my decision for the blocker, tho it wasnt cheap as i couldnt find a free one?
I know iv got obstacles on the way to trip me up im going into town today (cancelling my cards) its so easy to 'pop in' this will be one of many tests Infact, Iv got to meet my friend in the main arcade tommorrow (how bads that) she owes me some money and if i dont get to her she'll spend it in there. she has a problem too . Although shes more of an aquaintence so im not worried about hanging around with the wrong crowed as my own crowed is my family.
iv never realised how hard it is to avoid 'gambling' even times you dont think of it. its either on telly or advertiments on my phone! or in the heart of town , where i have to go almost every day.
I'l post here tommorrow evening to let you know how i did. <!-- s:? --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_confused.gif" alt=":?" title="Confused" /><!-- s:? -->