24-05-2011, 06:19 PM
Hi again,its a coulda woulda shouda day for you???!!thoughts of what you could have done with lost money,what you should have and what you would have if you could rewind the clock.past is past we cant go back if we could id be one minted lady!!once you start to get passed those first few weeks ul hopefully realise its more than about money,money is actually only a small part of the problem.the feeling of feeling like a failure and that uv let loved ones down are far worse.self loathing,self disgust...need i go on.we are all at a point in recovery otherwise we wouldnt be using this forum so we are one step closer alto always one step away from our next gamble.support is vital for us all as c.gs.keep strong and contemplate a meeting.xxxx