26-05-2011, 02:14 PM
hi to everyone in here.
first off all im glad that i found that forum and i hope it will help me stay away from gambling.
i banned myself from all my gaming sites and (that was the hardest part) i told my husband what i done because i lost thousands and i just have a part time job.
i dont know what i can do now because im feeling so dirty and false and my husband said he will help me but i dont know why because i dont like myself for doing sooo stupid things to our relationship and i ruined our life in a very bad way.
i always said when i see a report from gamblers how stupid can they are to gamble all the money away and now im in the same boat, it is the same as years ago i had anorexia and in the end off that i was stop eating completely and that was a stupid thing to do but as i see now i have not learned from it.
what can i do?
there is no chance for me to go to a meeting because there are non in my area because i have no car or driving license and because im german my english on the phone is not that good as well .
hope i will find some help in here.
thanks very much in advance sannie
first off all im glad that i found that forum and i hope it will help me stay away from gambling.
i banned myself from all my gaming sites and (that was the hardest part) i told my husband what i done because i lost thousands and i just have a part time job.
i dont know what i can do now because im feeling so dirty and false and my husband said he will help me but i dont know why because i dont like myself for doing sooo stupid things to our relationship and i ruined our life in a very bad way.
i always said when i see a report from gamblers how stupid can they are to gamble all the money away and now im in the same boat, it is the same as years ago i had anorexia and in the end off that i was stop eating completely and that was a stupid thing to do but as i see now i have not learned from it.
what can i do?
there is no chance for me to go to a meeting because there are non in my area because i have no car or driving license and because im german my english on the phone is not that good as well .
hope i will find some help in here.
thanks very much in advance sannie