06-09-2011, 09:35 PM
were to start .been gaMBLING HEAVY FOR 5 YEARS but deep down no ive had a problem but recently ive lost it all ,control,family,nearly my sanity,for me its football accas and roulette lost thousands cnt or dnt even wana wk out how much i lost,but on saturday it all came to head and i cudnt handle it no more .sunday was meant to be a nice week away ,family holiday but dad of the year ME DECIDED to blow my money and had to turn round and admit we cnt go having to tell my 6 yr old daughter that we cnt go holiday was the worst moment in my life .spent the rest of the afternoon walkin around in the pouring rain thinkin this is the end .living with mum now and life a mess hopefully i can dig deep now and win my family bk gonna b very hard ut gotta try .5 days no bets now so things can only get better i HOPE