02-08-2017, 01:04 PM
Recovery is more than just not gambling. The more I work through the steps, I realise that it's about letting go of self will and especially self-pity. Letting a higher power into your life, a god of your own understanding. I pray every morning, don't know who to, but I get on my knees and pray for a gamble free day and offer myself to gods will. Doing just that is a massive thing for me, as my ego is streaming out to me that "there is no god" but I carry on regardless. My self will when it's come to gambling has not done me well, and the more I let god in, the easier the recovery process is becoming.
Just for today I will not gamble
One day at a time
Simmo
Just for today I will not gamble
One day at a time
Simmo
One day at a time. My last bet was 15/03/2016 and I hope and pray each day that it stays that way.