02-03-2017, 03:57 PM
My name is stamps and I am a compulsive gambler , last gamble 01-04-11
The message is simple that is my title for ( gambling today for gambling or no gambling )
It took me a long time to get it but i got it by the hard way at the end
I have gamble for many years, I started gambling when I was 25 years old, and the frist gamble was the worse that could possible happen to me I did win so that was great I though that was the day that seed got in my mind.
and that was the start of my down fall I though I could get something for nothing , how wrong I was AND THAT WAS MY JOURNEY TO MISERY (IT DID NOT WORK WELL AT ALL).
I did win big money many times but I did lost and big and bigger it was not bottom and in fact it took everything from me ( gamble) ,not that I lost money I lost my self respect to start with It make do things I will never dream, steal from my family , work , and anyone was around was a target to feed my bad habit.
What did gamble gave me was ZERO, What no gamble has given me is more than ZERO it gave self respect from people around I am now a self motivated, successful, not wealthy but I got enough to be comfortable.
When I was gambling nothing was enough whether winning or losing, I was beast I was brutal I saw no reason to anything my creed was gamble.
I did attend G A from time to time but I return to gamble again many times .
I though I was clever I though that I was right all the time so that was it I have no brain I though that life was finish without gamble.
The only time I stop gamble was when I run out of money, friends and nothing was left to gamble I was at the bottom of every thing , that was th4e awake call to stop either gamble and die, or stop and live .
I took the second option.
Now I live a normal life I building my life it has taken me over 6 years or about that I am happy I am myself , gamble does not rule me anymore
It it helps anyone with this I am happy, gamble gives nothing but trouble.
stamps wish everyone well
The message is simple that is my title for ( gambling today for gambling or no gambling )
It took me a long time to get it but i got it by the hard way at the end
I have gamble for many years, I started gambling when I was 25 years old, and the frist gamble was the worse that could possible happen to me I did win so that was great I though that was the day that seed got in my mind.
and that was the start of my down fall I though I could get something for nothing , how wrong I was AND THAT WAS MY JOURNEY TO MISERY (IT DID NOT WORK WELL AT ALL).
I did win big money many times but I did lost and big and bigger it was not bottom and in fact it took everything from me ( gamble) ,not that I lost money I lost my self respect to start with It make do things I will never dream, steal from my family , work , and anyone was around was a target to feed my bad habit.
What did gamble gave me was ZERO, What no gamble has given me is more than ZERO it gave self respect from people around I am now a self motivated, successful, not wealthy but I got enough to be comfortable.
When I was gambling nothing was enough whether winning or losing, I was beast I was brutal I saw no reason to anything my creed was gamble.
I did attend G A from time to time but I return to gamble again many times .
I though I was clever I though that I was right all the time so that was it I have no brain I though that life was finish without gamble.
The only time I stop gamble was when I run out of money, friends and nothing was left to gamble I was at the bottom of every thing , that was th4e awake call to stop either gamble and die, or stop and live .
I took the second option.
Now I live a normal life I building my life it has taken me over 6 years or about that I am happy I am myself , gamble does not rule me anymore
It it helps anyone with this I am happy, gamble gives nothing but trouble.
stamps wish everyone well