18-02-2020, 03:52 PM
So this is my first post..
I am a 30 year old husband and father.
I started of playing bj online at live casinos with £x it started of as fun win £x a day.. suddenly I was playing more each day and winning! Within around 2 weeks I was at x
Right so you would stop right.. no I kept going it seemed to easy I wanted more.. so I think it was a Sunday wife was in a bath and I had nothing else to do.. 20 mins later I’m down to around x! I felt sick to my stomach!
So I thought I need more money to win that all back and decided to use my credit card for the amount of x to win it back fast! So now I’m using money that isn’t mine!
Long story short I lost it all!! I then borrowed around x lost all that told my father he meant me money to pay back the loan companies I didn’t I gambled again and lost!
I’m now thinking what to do.. I end up getting a x second charge loan on my property pay off some of the loans and said to myself that’s it’s!
But I couldn’t let it go I wanted to get out of debt I wanted to win it back and clear all off this!
So I ended up getting loans again and again I’m now in over x worth of debts! I’ve gone to citizens advice went to Iva company was refused help as gambling is on my statements!
I’ve been suicidal and I’m constantly depressed for the stupid mistakes I’ve made and I’m at a dead end now and don’t really know what to do!
I am a 30 year old husband and father.
I started of playing bj online at live casinos with £x it started of as fun win £x a day.. suddenly I was playing more each day and winning! Within around 2 weeks I was at x
Right so you would stop right.. no I kept going it seemed to easy I wanted more.. so I think it was a Sunday wife was in a bath and I had nothing else to do.. 20 mins later I’m down to around x! I felt sick to my stomach!
So I thought I need more money to win that all back and decided to use my credit card for the amount of x to win it back fast! So now I’m using money that isn’t mine!
Long story short I lost it all!! I then borrowed around x lost all that told my father he meant me money to pay back the loan companies I didn’t I gambled again and lost!
I’m now thinking what to do.. I end up getting a x second charge loan on my property pay off some of the loans and said to myself that’s it’s!
But I couldn’t let it go I wanted to get out of debt I wanted to win it back and clear all off this!
So I ended up getting loans again and again I’m now in over x worth of debts! I’ve gone to citizens advice went to Iva company was refused help as gambling is on my statements!
I’ve been suicidal and I’m constantly depressed for the stupid mistakes I’ve made and I’m at a dead end now and don’t really know what to do!