How can I end this misery?

[Guest]

Hi, You should not take anything that your husband dishes out to you and he probably is not a fit person to have around your son at the present anyway. Your son and yourself are your first priorities and until your husband decides to admit that he needs help and does something about it I would not allow him back into your lives. I too am a compulsive gambler and have been in recovery now for 10 years but realize what a horrid person I must have been when I was in the process of active gambling. I also tried to control anything and everyone around me and when they didn't conform it gave me more excuses to gamble.
Please seek some professional advice and get yourself along to a gamanon meeting where you will find people in a similiar situation to yourself.
Take care of yourself and your child.
Helen - Australia