hi

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thanks dave, but i still haven't spoke to my husband, my mum and dad have helped me financially, which i feel terrible for saying this but, i have blown it also trying to win back more to cover up what i have spent. i promised them that i wouldnt gamble again and they will not understand either now!! i feel sick thinking about it, i hav bills due with no money to pay them and my husband is going to find out and i am just putting it off i know, but honestly i dont know how he is going to deal with this, this will tear him to bits, especially the lies and deceit, i dont know who i am anymorre, i dont even know if i want to, i feel as if i am floating watching my life happen, but not actually there, in a weird sense. Anyway it's up to me to be brave, and try and do the right thing i suppose,

thanks again for your advice
fiona x