12-03-2010, 01:52 AM
hi this is the first time i have actually wrote somthing on this website but i think its about time, i gambled today and lost several thousand pounds, im only 22 but the saddest thing is, is that it feels fine to me to lose this amount, but that is a scarey sign is that gambling is part of my life, i have been doing this for the past four years and i hate evry bit of it, i know i am an addict, and i have thought of sucide several times, GOSH IM ONLY 22, but life just feel so lifeless after a bad bet. i really wanna die. but my advice is just keep on trying it will knock you down, but at least i know im trying and that is all i we can do.
anyone that wants to stop !!! if u really wanna stop bann yourself from your locals all of them, and also get a betfilter, im just unlucky today i went to the pub and put a few pound into a roulette machine and go carried away. im an idiot but i have a disease and saddly there is no cure to it. what i do know is that im going to try harder next time and and just keep on trying, because there is more to life than just money and worrying about it all the time, be gratful, for the greater things in life!!! rember even celebraties do it, so your not the only one! i hope this uplifts you in some kinda way, because it hasnt for me because i have heard myself saying the same story back in my head so many times. good luck and i hope you find your cure!
anyone that wants to stop !!! if u really wanna stop bann yourself from your locals all of them, and also get a betfilter, im just unlucky today i went to the pub and put a few pound into a roulette machine and go carried away. im an idiot but i have a disease and saddly there is no cure to it. what i do know is that im going to try harder next time and and just keep on trying, because there is more to life than just money and worrying about it all the time, be gratful, for the greater things in life!!! rember even celebraties do it, so your not the only one! i hope this uplifts you in some kinda way, because it hasnt for me because i have heard myself saying the same story back in my head so many times. good luck and i hope you find your cure!