08-05-2010, 09:38 PM
My name is Andy and Im a compulsive gambler. Unfortunately i've had another slip and gambled again today. I know what I must do and now that I have the gambling bug well and truly back with a vengeance, which its always been, but just slighlty dormant for a while. I must get back to the basics and do the GA way, but saying and doing are 2 different things. All I can hope is that I can get to a meeting tommorrow as I havent attended for some 3/4 months and i've paid very dearly for more mental torture and damage. Im very disappointed in myself and even more so now after slipping earlier in the week for the 1st time in 10 months. I only hope I can get clean again as I feel dirty and like scum for getting back on the wheel of destruction.