13-05-2010, 07:42 AM
I know exactly how you feel,ive been like that many,many times and somehow,even with nothing to live for,ive managed to make it through the day.I am alone all the time and have nobody whatsoever,so dont know how I didnt top myself,but reached a point where I could not physically take any more and managed to stay clean.You can do it,especially if you have a loving husband to help you,you can make it through,just take 1 day at a time.Unfortunately I had a slip the other day after 10 months,but before I could not ever see me go a day without gambling,so it is possible for you,if you do the ga way.good luck,Andy.