16-05-2010, 07:38 AM
My name is Andy and I'm a compulsive gambler.I have managed to stay clean for 7 days now,but I have been crawling the walls all this week,fighting to not have a bet.The disease has really got me this week and watching the racing out of boredom doesn't help my cause.I even sneaked in to a bookies last night for an hour cos I was so bored,but didn't have a bet as I'm banned from that bookie,but hid in a corner of the shop,dying to have a bet.
Today is a dangerous time because again I am so bored,not really knowing what to do,but feeling like a bet is definitely at the front of my mind.It's overwhelming and I don't think I will make it through this day clean,Andy.
Today is a dangerous time because again I am so bored,not really knowing what to do,but feeling like a bet is definitely at the front of my mind.It's overwhelming and I don't think I will make it through this day clean,Andy.