15-04-2011, 10:54 AM
Thanks helen.its going to be very hard this tine,no job no prospects.the thing is i beat gambling before on my own.i was very young at the time and head strong.i not that person any more but i am going to try for my family sake.i dont know if i will go to any meeting i am a complete mess.the guilt and shame are really killing me.my family are now on the bread line and its all my fault.