20-04-2011, 02:36 AM
Marko,
I know where your at right now fully in the grip of the gambling. I remember clearly selling a brand new television that i got on finance for 1/12th of its worth just to recover the fortune I had lost gambling, totally irrational.
However I have to say this. You either want to be a total fool or dont, you either want to do enough damage to loose the GF, loose everything before your really at rock bottom or dont.
I chose to say I dont want to be that person and in that I fitted GA and the programme into my life, that means day by day I dont gamble, I live "just for today"
i have done that for 4yrs now and now the last think I think of is gambling.
Sure life is not a bed of roses, but its better for me to be like that than the sad excuse for a person I was.
So you can choose who you want to be...
Im sure if you went to GA, admitted your desease it would show you the light just like me.
Barrie
I know where your at right now fully in the grip of the gambling. I remember clearly selling a brand new television that i got on finance for 1/12th of its worth just to recover the fortune I had lost gambling, totally irrational.
However I have to say this. You either want to be a total fool or dont, you either want to do enough damage to loose the GF, loose everything before your really at rock bottom or dont.
I chose to say I dont want to be that person and in that I fitted GA and the programme into my life, that means day by day I dont gamble, I live "just for today"
i have done that for 4yrs now and now the last think I think of is gambling.
Sure life is not a bed of roses, but its better for me to be like that than the sad excuse for a person I was.
So you can choose who you want to be...
Im sure if you went to GA, admitted your desease it would show you the light just like me.
Barrie