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i wanted to write something again but not got much to say but one thing i can always say is it best this side of fence im 70 days with out bet 5 one day bets in many slips which have cost me money on quizz machine and one which cost me a lot of money in 30 mins blindly gambling (i really was i didnt even realise i wasnt wearing glasses) the point is they both left me feeling worthless crap) even when i won on one coulnt spend the money how to explain where it came from.what does being clean give me well clarity to lokk at life make clear decisions im no longer moody or violent(which i was) a thief im hohnest thats why i can say these things.i go meeting manchester used to do 4 -5 meetings week down to 2-3 which is good i have recovery in meeting and out of them, i now say i stole i didnt borrow , i say i was aggresive violent to those i love not i used to lose my temper the point is i can say these things yes with shame but also with pride because i choose to do somthing about my ok today maybe later not as i have sudden periods of depression which i think i will always have but i deal with it.jft i will not gamble in effort i hope in ga pratice i have the chance of a day without missery.gph manchester ga. <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt="Big Grin" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->
YES SMARTIE i have a bit of fight in me again ive been going ga regulary for 3 years and i know how much it has helped with 5 days betting in 1000 odd days i wish it was none but im happy im on the right track.

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