05-11-2011, 02:47 PM
Welcome back Daryl and thank you for your share here and your great response to nickis post. Just want to start by saying listen to your own advice. And I hope you are on your way to a meeting again.
Also to me it used to be almost scary to have a lot of times on my hand, and I dealt with it just like you, having two works instead of one. However this just got me even more tired, and even more vulnerable to gambling, and somehow my free time became like a seemingly "black hole", which I tried everything to avoid, instead of time to have fun and rest.
Taking care of myself is very important for me to keep working on, not to fall back into gambling and instead growing curiousity and willingness towards life.
For me, even if I can feel way strong and enlightened one day, this feeling tends to reside and disappear. I need GA in my life, to have a life. <3
Also to me it used to be almost scary to have a lot of times on my hand, and I dealt with it just like you, having two works instead of one. However this just got me even more tired, and even more vulnerable to gambling, and somehow my free time became like a seemingly "black hole", which I tried everything to avoid, instead of time to have fun and rest.
Taking care of myself is very important for me to keep working on, not to fall back into gambling and instead growing curiousity and willingness towards life.
For me, even if I can feel way strong and enlightened one day, this feeling tends to reside and disappear. I need GA in my life, to have a life. <3