18-01-2012, 10:06 AM
Hi, my name is hayley
i have a partner and 2 children, a mortgage etc........ when i get my wages from my full time job i will gamble it away within 24hrs, i will then depend on the childrens childcare money to get through the month (my partners wages pay the bills and the morgage, my wages are for housekeeping and to clothe the children etc)
I know exactly what i am doing when i am gambling but i just cant stop once i am on a site, i am very ashamed that i cannot treat my kids everyday due to my selfishness. my partner installed special software last night but i know that once i get paidi will find another way to gamble. i am currently on anti - depressents for post natal deppression but i dont think its the post natal deppression i think its the gambling that makes me feel low. I have stollen money and taken out loans to clear my debts and then i just take all that money back out of my account again and gamble with it again.. like i said i know what i am doing is wrong but the need and excitment incase i win money is very powerfull.......
thank you for reading xxxx
i have a partner and 2 children, a mortgage etc........ when i get my wages from my full time job i will gamble it away within 24hrs, i will then depend on the childrens childcare money to get through the month (my partners wages pay the bills and the morgage, my wages are for housekeeping and to clothe the children etc)
I know exactly what i am doing when i am gambling but i just cant stop once i am on a site, i am very ashamed that i cannot treat my kids everyday due to my selfishness. my partner installed special software last night but i know that once i get paidi will find another way to gamble. i am currently on anti - depressents for post natal deppression but i dont think its the post natal deppression i think its the gambling that makes me feel low. I have stollen money and taken out loans to clear my debts and then i just take all that money back out of my account again and gamble with it again.. like i said i know what i am doing is wrong but the need and excitment incase i win money is very powerfull.......
thank you for reading xxxx