24-05-2010, 09:19 PM
hi,i know excatly what you are going through.you are not alone mate.ive been there many times.please try and get to a meeting. it's the only way forward.there is always hopeand a way forward.try and get all the help you can..it's not easy and this addiction is a terrible illness.you can never beat it but you can get better.i wish you a bet free future .all the best <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt="" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->