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the start
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hi to all.this is my first post i have been gambling for 20 years and it has taken me to the brink of no longer wanting to be around my life has really gone to the level which i didnt think possible all for gambling sitting in those shops feeling paranoid playing the roullette wheel having people watching you and telling you what to do on there even though you have just done thousands or what ever i have always valued my friends who have been a part of my life for 20 years they have all had enough of me which im devastated about but fully understand.my brother has said thats the end of our relationship which is a shame...oh and my poor wife has been through hell yet stands tall and has said this is it you must do this now which is just amazing i have always loved her so much and have always made her feel special yet i have still binge with the gambling which i am ashamed of.my mother my poor mum all she wants is her son back not this deceatful, untrusting, scheming ,lost man.all this for what the release of nothing but pain.i have just started with the ga meetings i am 2 weeks clean i would like to say i never realised how powerful these meeting are people that are you, people that can help you people with wisdom.i beleive that i can do this with a lot of hard work and honesty i can do this .and regain my life for me and my family to have a normal life .i must start to love myself again and love life.............
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the start - by theda75 - 07-01-2012, 08:32 PM
Re: the start - by smartie - 10-01-2012, 11:20 PM
Re: the start - by Tomso - 13-01-2012, 10:23 PM

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